My friends chatted him up, but he kept looking at me, which made me squirm on my barstool. I wasn't that bad looking either but my self-esteem was very low. There are easy guesses: At the end, a katoey passenger nearby also jumped into the conversation and told the couple: OK, a happy, funny moment. Gays and lesbians want to have children.
And maybe I never had it.
And in the morning - of course - no smile, no exchange of numbers, no thanks and definately no sensual feelings afterwards. In the bar, after the guy left, I tried to relax, but I kept thinking, What if he did come back, what would I do then? Melalin Mahavongtrakul. However, by the time he died, British attitudes and law had changed.
I just got to think of movies that made a permanent effect on me.